Clarification

I'm sad to say I've made a mistake in generalizing. I have assumed the worst in people. The hardest part is, I didn't just do this to a random group of strangers, but I think I may have hurt the people I care about. The last thing I ever want to do is to hurt the feelings of anyone I come in contact with. So I feel that I should write this post for a little clarification to those whom I love.

I am not angry at anyone at all. Rather, I was frustrated with the situation. I may have made it sound like the other way and unfortunately there is plenty of evidence to prove that I did. I want to tell everyone now that it definitely came out wrong, and I am deeply sorry about that.

What I meant in the last post when I said I understood everyone meant just that. I do understand that this is the normal way for things to occur. No one can control the actions of others, and based on past experiences, I know why it happened this way. Now, the other part when I said I would choose differently I was referring to the fact that I commonly choose differently than most. When I later explain how I look at things in a different way, it was the same idea. I cannot help but see things in a completely contrasting perspective than most around me; just the same way that those around me cannot see mine. I would never hold that against anyone, and now that I have had a little time to think about it and have had some insight from others, I just wanted to tell everyone that I am sorry I made it sound that way.

On another note, I want to apologize to Alan for possibly making him vomit. This one could probably win a medal on the sickness level :)